ok, sooo scince my last entry, i... got a boyfriend, made worse grades, got more stressed, and i got a whole lot more thankful! ok, about the boyfriend, his name is James and i love him to death!! he got suspended for a couple of days tho for different kinds of stuff, being late to class, low grades, skipping detentions, ect. but i think he might just need to be whipped into place, lol, if you know what i mean. umm, my grades, i need them to go up from an F to at least a C within a week and a half. Um, i got alot more stressed because it seems my mother is being more stict then ever and im just now figuring out some of my closest "friends" are not as close and loyal as i thought, plus just a whole lot of other stuff.. Im a WHOLE lot more thankful becuase ive been thinking alot and as i think i usually complain and i then i relized i should be way more thankful for even just being alive. I figured that a lot of other people envy the little that i dont appreciate.. and i am WAY more thankful now than ever before and life is how you make it, if you want to be happy, be happy, think about what you have that others dont. Be thankful and live life knowing that your next breathe could be your last. Life is always going to be "how you make it".